Things to do:

International Management individual assignments
Business Information System individual assignments
Pack my freaking messy room

And at the same time,
Get fit. I aim to be able to do chin-up. LOL
Save up some moo-lahs.

Music.
I want to create something.

New year eve tml.
Gotta be at Hongkah at freaking 11am.
Haiya.

And everybody's clubbing tonight la.
lol.
Sorry, i can't go.
hahaha

I need a hell lot of alcohol in my blood.

Fuck man.

Finally, we managed to meet up with Kevin!
haha.

The three of us went to Bugis to shop.
And I bought 2 pairs of denim pants and 1 pair of shorts.
Now, i still have to get my slippers, some tops, bed sheets.. etc.
>.<

Then we took a bus to Central at Clark Quay.
Saw someone there. o.0
Shall not say who it was.
Haha!

Went to slack slack slack, @ TCC.
Took a long time to find it lor.

Long story cut short.
We slacked till can't slack anymore, we decided to go for a drink.


Cheers,
to the three of us.

Haha!

Reached home really early!
At around 5 plus in the morning i guess.
And i couldn't sleep at all..
=.=
Went to Hongkah for prac at 8 plus.
Hah.
Home for less than 3 hours and I'm out again.
Practice was.. hais..
Haa..
Shall not say anymore about it.

-

Was out till damn late so often lately.
And i'm enjoying it man.
Seriously, I think for now, only booze can make me happy.
Haa!
Nice one la..

Counting down to 31st dec.

Merry Christmas to all!

-

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 with Boon yesterday.
Damn cute la..
I so wanna kidnap Theodore.
Haha.

Then had dinner at Mac.

Went to Kbox after that.
Enjoy.
Haha.
Although there's only the two of us, it's fun.

Went over to a Thai pub at Boat Quay to find Joel and his cousin after that.
Long time no see man.
And he's still the same.
As red as a lobster, as drunk as.. a drunkard.
Any idea who's the most gone at the end?
It's definitely not Joel.
Well, and who's sober at the end?
Haa!

Cabbed to East Coast afterwhich cuz Joel wanted to watch sunrise.
So we're there, waited and waited.
One is gone, lying there.
Another one is too tired, and fell asleep i guess.
Only me and Joel were still sitting up and looking normal.
Hah.
Actually I'm freaking tired and sleepy by then.
lol.
So we waited and waited again..
But damn there's no sunrise cuz it's cloudy!

Then we went Mac for breakfast,
and Marcus joined us.
Another long time no see.
And this one is longer.

Reached home at around 10?
and i slept till around 1.
Then went to sleep at around.. I don't know.
And woke up at around 5 plus.

Wah my time is gone case already.
lol.

唱到哑，玩到疯，喝到卦；
人生一大享受。

Haha!

MSN conversation with Joel yesterday.

ich liebe dich: and it took u quite some time to realise u both cant remain together eh?

v i C k i i 心累了，该怎么办？: LOL!


This is so LOL~.
Hahaha.

Christmas Eve people.
Enjoy yourself!

我要的爱，会把我宠坏。

人来人往的城市里；
静止。

你可曾注意过，
每一个人的脸上都写着‘寂寞’。

笑着的人，
是真的快乐吗？

流着泪的人，
又为了什么而哭泣？

复杂；虚伪。
你能了解吗？

I think I'm going crazy.
*I need booze*
There's sooooooooo many assignments to do!
*I seriously need booze*
And they're all so taxing. GRR!
*I NEED LOTSA BOOZE*

Argh.
So much for Christmas and New Year holiday.

This is going to be a tough and tiring semester for me.

I can't sleep at all last night despite being damn freaking tired!
GRRRRRRRRRRR.
Ended up having breakfast at Mac with boon at 8am this morning when initially, the plan was that I'd wake up at 8am.
Then we went to take train, met Richard, and went down to Hongkah together.

I warmed up pretty fast actually. Haha.
And Xie Laoshi is damn powerful la.
Sms the three of us at 11plus saying that he'll leave first as he's damn tired. Ask we three to enjoy the practice.
lol.
... I ... also ... damn ... tired ... lei ... =.=''

And the three of us went to Pasta Mania @ Causeway Point for lunch after practice.
Richard went off after that, and we bus-ed down to Ikea to take a walk.
New items' up over there.
and their showrooms are always so beautiful.
Only if my house will be so beautiful too, one day. Haha.
Only if la hor.
Dream on i know.
The beds there are extremely tempting.
But i'm damn tired, not sleepy. =(
It's a shitty feeling.
urgh!

Dinner's at Ding Tai Fung.
You're spoiling me..
hmmm.

I'm damn freaking tired.
=((

Anyway,
What's Christmas without festive photos?!

It doesn't look like a 春 lo.

Paragon.

Only if it's real!

Hello! You are? haha.

What makes Orchard Road Orchard Road.

Thank you so much.. seriously.

My darling girl, do you miss me?
=D

-

I'll be helping Hongkah with their countdown performance on 31st Dec 2009.
Anyone wanna come down? lol

-

Wah massive headache again.
Bad.

I'm craving for black forest cake.
And,
intensive karaoke!

Well well.

3 sore fingers again,

plus one growing love for music.

=D

Gosh, disgusted.

I'm glad that I've made the right choice.

-

Weekend's coming again!

I'm turning 21st in 54 days.

I don't know what i am expecting.
o.0

Things to get:

1. Slippers.
2. Hair conditioner.
3. Bed sheets and quilt covers.
4. A decent pair of denim pants.
5. Some decent tops.
6. Some shorts.
7. Vitamins. I think I'll need A, B, C, D, and E. Haha.

And i've dropped another 1.5kg in 2 weeks time.
The amazing thing is that I ain't dieting.
Ok. Maybe it's the period for me to shed my baby fats.
Or maybe my body just simply refuses to absorb those that I've eaten.
That's why i need vitamins. hah.
Lame shit i know.
lol.

Everyone's falling sick,
just like me.
Life's so sickening.

I don't know what I wanna write here.
But i know i wanna write something here.
hhaa.

我今天回去了。
而且，这一趟让我更加肯定自己要的是什么。

很简单；
音乐。

It's something so simple that can make me happy.
Haha.

I think i have commitment phobia.

I got cold feet whenever i think of it.
I'm scared.

=(

Christmas is coming!

I so wanna go take a walk and snap some nice festive pics,
and brighten myself up too.

Haha.
Ain't that lovely?

I'm sure, that I don't love you anymore.

It's just the habit..
The necklace that I have not yet taken down for fear that I will feel empty and not used to it.

Have been having dizzy spells for.. 3 days?
It feels like shit.
And school is starting next week.
So damn... stupid.

Blog post no 815.
Haaaa..

I'm feeling sick and weak.

Somehow, I am looking forward to 13 dec.
But i have no idea why, and what am i expecting.

Oh. My previous post..
When i say, don't say you love me unless you're sure of that,
the that here refers to all that I've mention.
Not only love.

What's with the weather?!
Bright and sunny but it's freaking cold~
Luckily, bearbear is with me.
Haha.

Well well.
Don't say sorry and that you still love and miss me now.
Everything's too late.
From the moment that you have decided to contact your ex just to revenge, it's over.
All along, i know that it's your way of doing things.
Getting back at others.
But i din't know that you will do to such an extent.
It disgust me, totally.
I can't imagine being together with you again.
I can't imagine, hugging such a person again.
I can't imagine loving such a person again.
I can't imagine, trusting what you say, again.
So lets just let it be.

I believe, I'm really worn out now.
I'm afraid of stepping into another relationship, cuz I'm afraid of losing someone so dear to me again.
It may be a right thing to do to get out of the relationship but we can't deny that there will still be damages done, and I'm so so so afraid of experiencing it again.
Now, i rather be alone than getting in and out of relationship.
Unless I'm damn freaking sure that he's the one i wanna be for the rest of my life, that we're made for one another, that he won't be the one making me cry again, that he is able to provide me a stable and secured life, that he is a good hubby and father material, and that he is sure of that himself.
I know, at the age of 20 (turning 21, lol), this shouldn't be on my mind.
I'm too young to think this way. But ya, i think my brain's like 30 yrs old now.
But seriously, i can't bear another hard and harsh fall.
I rather deny all unsuitable off, than getting myself all worn out again.

You may see this as being selfish, as giving up.
But who wont be?
So, don't say you love me, unless you're sure of that yourself.

Watched the Fantastic Mr Fox movie.
It's sooooooo kiddish la.


I bought an organizer for nxt year.
Hopefully, it'll be a new beginning for me.
I shall leave all the past behind, and start looking forward in a more positive manner.

I shall be strong.